seeing the ups and downs they are all going
through including the kids dad finding their
dads they aint seen 4 over 38 years and
facing them after all this time
i havent seen my dad for 31 years and part of
me would want to see him and part of me
wouldnt after all these years as all i can
remember is bad memories of my dad
see this is wot i face do i go find him and
confront the passed and bring it all up again
or do u leave it and let him take the answers
he has to the grave?
Yes sorry to hear that cathy
I have never know my sperm donor Sorry my
father
I don’t think of one min I have missed
anything that man could offer
My kids have a wonderful Dad Now if my
father was half the man he is then there
would be something to miss
If I was told he was dead So What
im finding it hard to decide wot to do yes he
may have changed but then even if he has
changed i dont think i could forgive him for
the passed of wot he did
but for some reason i feel strong to confront
him as i have a right to no y but then on the
other hand im not sure if i want to hear his
comments on the subject
bear thank u for ur words yes all u say i
have ticking in my mind
i do sometimes think that wen and if i went
looking 4 him he would be six foot under then
that way it would be an end
but on the other hand i have anger built up
and feel i need to say wot i want to say as a
3 year old cant say much but now i am a women
im stronger and not in fear nemore
i have anger inside me need answers but if he
died i feel he got away scot free without
being questioned by me but then on the other
hand do i want to stand there and hear him
denie the passed
im still at a loss im sure i will work it out
one day thanks guys for ur views on it
my father was not the best BUT, if it weren't
for him. I would not have my two BEAUTIFUL
children and the life experiences that I have
had.
Just tryin to be positive
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